Hi friends
I hope that you are
good
I resume writing after
a long month of absence, a month has passed so quickly, there were several
things that happened, their main titles is the extension of quarantine for
another twenty days.
the epidemic situation
in Morocco shows a slight improvement. The recovery rate is remarkable with a
very low death rate, but there is still a considerable number of positive cases,
which reminds us that the danger still persists.
In my city the
situation has really changed. Now we can tolerate the presence of people in the
streets, probably because everyone who was infected with covid 19 got out of
the hospital.
And If you want to know
my news, I can tell you that I am fine, but I will come back to discuss with
you a very important subject. As you know, I already talked about the
importance of writing our diaries during these dark hours of the quarantine. This
can be considered as a documentation for the future. There will come a day when
our writings of today will become very useful. It is true that there is a huge
documentation about the quarantine by the traditional media and the social
networks, but they overlook important details. There are plenty of things that nobody can know
them if we don’t talk about them, and this will deeply help writers and
screenwriters in the futures.
I did not write
anything during more than a month now, and this month is called Ramdan. For me,
this month is a good occasion for several people of religious hypocrisy, and
another occasion for high consumption and excessive waste of food. it is an opportunity
to explain the success of capitalism in transforming a spiritual exercise into
a commodity for consumption.
But the corona virus,
thanks to the quarantine rules, has given some consideration to this month, the
collective religious parade has stopped, and the prayers became individual in
the houses. Hence it became a real mystical and faithful moment without any
hypocrisy.
During this month, I completely
lost the sense of time, I no longer have
continual sleeping times. For many times, I stay awake for 48 hours without
feeling sleepy, and I slept many days after one o’clock during the day.
During this month, my
memory was greatly discharged and regained my life’s tape since childhood, Many
events were prepared, unfortunately, my memory only recovered from the painful
and negative events, I remembered the unfortunate events I was exposed to as a
child by the students or by the teachers. I remembered all my relationships
that failed one by one, although I was trying to convince myself the this blatant
attack of my memory was only one symptom of the quarantine, that did not
prevent me from feeling sorry. In short, It was really a month full of sadness.
Perhaps I may talk about some of these memories on a later occasion, when I was
facing this storm of sadness, I was walking in the woods for long distances.
Such things that we
feel as citizens in various parts of the world because of the quarantine, the news
bulletins cannot talk about, Because they only talks about what you see from
the outside, so we must talk about it .
F.A
04/06/2020